I have to leave you with a babysitter for the first time tomorrow, X, as I return to the working world. I am excited for the new opportunity for me and the responsibilities and duties I will have, and nervous about how you will react. I know you will feel worried that I am not returning, and my heart breaks thinking about that, but I also know I will come back for you. I know you will come to understand that just as I leave you with grandma & grandpa now and come back, so I will when you stay with the babysitter. I will always come home for you.